I’m sorry for making you feel bad because you probably think “even with his resources he still has this problem let alone me” but hear me out, the fact that i had everything going for me makes it so much worse, im not enjoying any part of it i swear. I can grab my bags and go travel the world rn i have the money but I can’t talk i’m scared they’ll ask for my number at the airport or the hotel or i won’t be able to order drinks