Cool so you speak a lot on the job. Good for you. We all need to overcome our fears. When I was in college I majored in public policy and my little did I know that the major/ field is stacked with presentations and in class speaking. My lord that was stressful. I graduated albeit with a low gpa but have since avoided the field. Shit I used to try anything in those days to loosen up and relax which lead to alcohol and pain killer use and abuse which lead to other problems. Now I’ve decided to make use of my degree and fuck what other ppl think. We all only have 1 life and it’s too stressful to let this condition to affect my life in this way anymore. So ima go for it. No I’m not gonna force myself to be social “cool”, and funny. I’m just gonna be myself. And go get this $.