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Please help Hello help a brother out here. I live in a third world country where 90% of the people don't even know a problem such as stuttering exists, they just automatically assume people that stutter are retarded while the rest think it is just a phase / not a problem to be considered seriously. I am facing this problem sitting at home all day, my professional life is f'ed up, didn't even gave an interview for almost a year after my graduation. I am trying to improve myself but it is so hard, it's like I am carrying a thousand pound rock when I even think of going out and try to talk to people. My confidence is so low I can't even look at someone and talk, I just avoid everything , all my life I have ran from presentations, vivas and public speaking. I have zero social life , for almost a year I haven't talked to anyone except my family. But it isn't working out like this, sometimes I think why do I have to be like this. I have become too lazy now, I am 23 will be 24 In a few months, my peak time is just going away. I don't have enough money to spend on a professional and frankly I feel if it doesn't work out then I just wasted my money which I don't want to do, because I think the only thing which keeps me sane is the little bit of money I have saved. Without that I might have even considered suicide. Please help how to escape this lifestyle Please suggest any free online stuff to improve stuttering.