Bad Stutterer Letting Off Steam

Bad Stutterer Letting Off Steam Hello. My Stutter is probably 10/10 (complete obstruction of communication line) and recently I've been thinking that I have no idea what to do. I've been treated differently in every situation possible from college classrooms, churches, to a speech therapist (I went twice and now he is not returning my calls.) Somedays I feel like its no use in trying to be normal and I should just attempt to get on disability and never leave my apartment. I feel so bad 90% of the time especially after these last two weeks when I was so excited to see a speech therapist since it would be the first time in my life and I'm twenty-four years old. Idk...