After my first job my communication skills got pretty affected...

After my first job my communication skills got pretty affected... Hello everyone. I'm Franz. I'm 23 from the philippines. I'm just new to this sub and i just wanna share my situation. I've been having problems with stuttering. I'm not really aware if I fully have this when I was a kid but (i know I've been mostly shy for most of my life/not really able to voice myself out even at home often) whenever I say sentences it feels like its on the loop with filler words, or I repeat the filler words, i learned english as my second language ever since i was young. The thing is both my native language (filipino, which makes me repeat the filler word ano like on a loop), and my english suffers (i don't really have it like repeating the first letter more of unable to speak the word fully/i get about 2-3 seconds of pauses especially when the pressure comes in). I'm mostly fine speaking over the phone (cause i don't see the person while they talk) at my previous job but after it took a toll on me (i quit my previous job for another reason)I'm having a hard time with it too at the moment, to the point that it's limiting me for job interviews and getting to know people. I'm not really sure if there's a natural way for me to overcome this or if there is something i need to do. I haven't really talked my parents about it because when I'm with them i can speak fine in both languages/that doesn't really happen when I'm with family or close friends. I really feel ashamed about this because i majored in english and aside from that my classmates even helped and even patiently encouraged me to speak/respected me when I'm in front of them. Now i can't really do all of that after i resigned my previous work and trying to apply for new jobs. I'm not sure about getting a speech therapist here or if it is expensive. We're not really rich, do you know of free online tutorials that is quite effective or may help with my situation?