u/AltNaps8_ dude, have you looked for solutions to cure it entirely ? Speech therapist can be very good, but yes as you said, it doesn't cure your stutter, which is a bit frustrating. The reality is that people find solutions to help with the stutter, but never cure it, and accept to consider themselves as a stutterer, which they are not. They embodied the behaviour pattern of stuttering in their communication, but that's separated from your identity as a human being. But in most cases, it is curable. I am a living proof of that. And today in my spare time i try to help as best as i can those who were in the situation i was in. Give me a call, i would be very happy to see if i can be of help for you, i charge nothing of course, just take a look at my profil i posted a Calendly. Cheers, wish you all the best, Anthony.