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Should I change my life radically? I'm tired of this shit. I'm tired of being in this high school, I wanna have a radical change. Let me explain: I'm Spanish and I am in the last year of Compulsory Secondary Education. I've been in this high school since I was 8. Now I'm 16, I'm a shy boy who stutters. Because of these, people have sometimes made fun of me. Plus, my haircut doesn't suit me and I can't find one that does, that's why I look ugly. So, what I wanna do is to move to another high school with a radical change in myself. Unfortunately, shyness and stutter are things that cannot be changed, unlike my haircut. However, I'm afraid of making this sudden and radical change, because of how I am and I don't know if I should really do it. Also, I'm afraid people will still make fun of me. Everyone meets new people in their lives, I am aware of that. But I don't know, I'm really confused. It can go well or very badly. The thought of having to meet or talk to new people gives me anxiety (it's diagnosed). Maybe I should've talked more about my situation, but it would take forever, there are so many things in my mind right now. I would appreciate any advice that you give me. Wish me luck, I don't know why people have the need to make fun of others.