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stomach turning feeling got laid off from tech 1.5 years ago, I now do several jobs and my friend offered me a job that was decent but it turns out that I need to be making a lot of calls and working with clients so the job involves a lot of talking and working with people who are unstable and facing housing issues. The job itself is simple but its the many calls and the fact that I am responsible for people and not like in tech where i'm responsible for a product and can find ways to make my job easier and simplier and even though I had meetings in tech it was with my team and there was a routine, this job has no routine and that's what is killing me. my friend is helpful but idk how to manage, I found a routine and made a script of what to say during the many phone calls so that helped me a bit but I can't predict much nor make my work more efficient, its grunt work and that is what is making my stomach tight and making me feel bit unease I go to speech therapy and that helped a lot but this feels different, I have to go to the gym and use sauna before work to get my head clear and ready to do the grunt work of many calls and talking to clients. end of my rant