I’m not gonna lie you got me with the avoiding situations part. But I avoid them specific situations because I feel like It’s meant to go bad. And tbh I honestly think I could probably talk to 5 thousand people for 10 minutes it just depends on the topic. Sure I would get a block but I can get past it. I’m not afraid of speaking in a room full of people. I bet I would definitely stutter and get more blocks if it was less people and a topic I know nothing about. The stuttering and blocks is what pisses me off and frustrates me causing me to just stop talking and lose focus. Is it actually fear if It just angers me and frustrates me?