Stutter is destroying the dream I fought for
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Stutter is destroying the dream I fought for Hi, I suffer from severe stutter when I speak another language than my native and its almost destroying my life. I have suffered from depression and abusive childhood, staying home and not doing anything. I got some help and being doing improvement. 2 years ago I begun study game development(a long dream of mine) and commute around 5 hours daily for it. Eventhough I begun new to it compared to others I did my best everytime. And now when we are suppose to reach out to companies for internships I feel like the mandatory speaking in english will destroy all my chances. My chances where already mid to low since I begun so far behind, but I've still been proud of me and thought that maybe some studio would like to have me. But after one interview of trying to speak english, sweating and hurting my jaw ...idk now. I have another one soon and this is a place I really really like and some of my friends are going there probably. I don't know what to do,, to better my chances in just 4 days.