Been there done that. I hope this experience will give you confidence to keep going forward. Don’t give up, as someone who stutters. I did 4 years in the military and now I’m in to medical school. It’s tough but I don’t let it drag me down like I used to before. I know it’s hard, but try and keep that confidence and don’t ever let the fear of what people are going to think about you come in the way of speaking your thoughts.