But why me? What did I do to deserve this? Why can't I have a normal life? I just don't want the employer to hire me bc of that bc if I don't they might think oh she will think it's bc of her speech so we're gonna pick her. I also think if I tell them and still won't get hired, I will think is it because of my speech? The outcome might have been different if I didn't tell them? I don't want to be told I can't do the job and I don't want to be laughed at again. I'm scared it might happen again and I will continue to get hurt and not find a job.