Hard day: feeling angry, sad and depressed :(
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Hard day: feeling angry, sad and depressed :( On Friday I have a job interview after couple of months (due Covid). The job is counselor in school and I am crying myself all day.. Obviously I am happy because I got interview but I am also very scared. I know I will stutter. I can use methods like positive thinking, meditation, exercising in front of the mirror ecc.. Nothing helps when I am there - under stress. I forgot about everything I know. I am asking myself: who would hire a counselor who stutters if you have also "normal people"... I feel like I wont be able to get a job in my field (I have master degrer) and I will have to accept some lame job just because I have to survive. I feel useless. I feel angry. Why me?! I want to have happy life, I want to get my first proper job... The interviews in the past went horrible :( I am scared about Friday sooo freakin muchhh:(