Trust me I feel the same way sometimes, I get so angry at myself when I choke up and I walk away like a dumbass and regret being alive sometimes and wishing this could be cured and I would do anything to make this go away 😞, I don’t wanna say god made me this way for reason cause I doubt people would wanna live in this condition, but I try not to think about it and just keep practicing with movies and music that’s how lessen my stutter , but don’t give up guys and ladies 🫶🏻