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Finally got a job! After months of me going back and fourth with myself about getting a job, I finally got one. I've noticed my stuttering getting worse day to day. I'm blocking to a point that I can't breathe for a good 5 seconds. I know that might not seem like alot of time but everytime it happens I'm gasping for air. I don't want to say its because of the job but ever since I got it, it's been getting worse. I still haven't gotten a full schedule and I was supposed to get one today before I left. I was going to say bye to my manager before I left so she could remember to give it to me but she didn't, I didn't just go to say bye, I wanted to ask for my schedule but I was to anxious. She told me if I could work Saturday and I said yes, I think she said 4pm but I'm not sure. If I work up the courage to ask her on Saturday then I'll ask or else I'm fucked. I've noticed myself being alot less depressed because I have something to do for most of the day but I think it's costing my fluency. Anyways I just wanted to share, feel free to share urs, I love reading people's experiences on here.