Hey. I’m 30F. And yeah, I’ve also been really jealous as well. Some people on here have gotten to the point where they just “don’t give a f**k.” But I haven’t been able to yet. I’ve also experienced some rough times from others, but thankfully nothing too bad. I also haven’t made many friends throughout my life so far. Definitely a good % due to my stutter, which has certainly given me social anxiety. Atm, I really only have 1 friend, my best friend from high school (& like I said, I’m 30…). Part of that is my life situation rn (complicated). So anyways, yeah, definitely very normal. There are times where I’m regular jealous, & times where I’m incredibly jealous. There’s 1 positive though: I believe it’s made me more of a nicer/caring person