Sounds pretty normal, for a stutter imo…. it’s a spectrum like anything else. I have good days and bad, I assume like many others. You can fight it. Live with it. Or just ignore it. But, do not let it kick your ass and define you. Still go out and meet people. Talk to girls or guys irl, whatever. Don’t become that bitter shut-in person that missed out of things becuase of speech, I read stuff from these types of people sometimes. It sucks to know that happens but it does. Always wonder if it’s that bad for someone, just pretend to be a mute ffs. Anyway, you can tell I don’t like the whole victim mentality lol. We’re not victims.