This is the type of situation toxic positivity can’t help. We didn’t start fearing stuttering because we thought stuttering is scary. We fear it because of other people’s reactions and opinions which, by the way, are real and do have an effect on our lives. Had you not have been forced to deal with this and exacerbate your disability to try and fit in, you wouldn’t be feeling this pure humiliation. I just want to say that you shouldn’t feel humiliated because you are literally better than them. You should look down on people who make light of disabilities. You are above them.