I'm so stuck pls give me some advice and share your thoughts and experiences please 🙏

I'm so stuck pls give me some advice and share your thoughts and experiences please 🙏 Hello everyone. I'd like to have some advice. And here is my stutter story. I'm 16 years old who stutters. I started stuttering when I was 7 years old. At that time, my stutter was common like i-i-i. Then my classmates started bullying me. And I became anxious about my stutter. Then I decided to let nobody hear my stutter but I went speech block without I knowing it. and i had seizure like thing when i stutter similar to john the stutterer but in back of my neck. now am so stuck. thank you for your time and advice