I can definitely feel u bro. My stammer is like crazy worse and I'm just always trying to get out of talking to anybody. Same here in my country, no awareness. Everyone thinks if they know me a little, they have the right to make fun coz "its all in good spirit". My BS degree is almost over and it has been such a hard journey. But I'm even more afraid of the job market. Im always thinking of just giving up and lock myself in a room but alot of ppl are depending on me. Lets hope for.the best for both of us..