Please don’t let this affect you any shape or form you have to accept it and embrace it and it will be less painful. I understand exactly how you feel but it’s not a reason to give up. Stuttering is though I know and don’t get me wrong it’s ok to stutter don’t fell ashamed or anything like that. If you don’t let it bother you , you will be perfectly fine anywhere. Again don’t forget this it’s ok to stutter embrace it and you will be happy in life. Everyone you see in life have their own issues so accept yours. Good luck