Thank you for your reply, it really makes me happy ^^ As i said im from a third world country with all things it involves (ignorant people, bad mentalities and attitudes towards person with diabilities ..ect) To be honest, my professors are good with me but i feel much more like they pity me and i dont really appreciate being concidered as the brave guy who asked for nothing. The bad guy in this story is the technical directo and not my professors although I must say i got ignored last year by one of them cause he thought im a retarded. Yes, Orthophonist is a speech therapist, i thought this world exists in english. Im myself surprised how a computer engineering needs communication instead of being good at coding. But, the vision of what an engineer is differs following the individual. I think he is talking about consulting engineer and not software engineer. Freelance is a good idea but a very competitive and restrain field.