It's painful reading that because I've been through the same thing and can feel the pain but know that you are blowing it out of proportion and even with a bad stutter no who witnesses you stuttering uses that to label you in any fashion. What really hurts me and you is how we let the stutter make us feel inside, feel like we are somehow a bad person for stuttering and hence we close down and shut other people off, that's why we get ghosted, not because of the stutter. It's a difficult one to come to terms with but it's true.