Marijuana has always really helped me. First time I got good and stoned I was almost seventeen. Out camping by a pond with a couple buddies. Got A number 1 fucked up and wouldn't shut up for hours. It felt like my brain released the death grip it had on itself. Pure magic Still is for the most part. 20 years later and I still speak much better when I'm smoking. Even if I'm not high, like when I'm working, I notice a difference between when I'm smoking in the evenings and when I'm not. If you're where it's legal you might try indica first. They tend to produce less paranoia than the sativas do.