Yeah, I'm also in a rut recently, having a hard time imagining me as a functioning part of society. I mean, I'm having trouble with some of the most common features of mankind; speaking. I've been practicing yoga and have begun to keep a journal as part of my new years resolution. I'm hoping this will lead to a more general calm as well as a way to structure my thoughts. ​ I have also just read 'The subtle art of not giving a fuck', and really liked it. I can definitely recommend it.