I will test it. All day. Keep doing random things and calling random people, strike up conversations with strangers, flirt for no goddamn reason, speak out loud in the office and crack incredibly poor puns. I will just talk and keep trying new things. Once I am satisfied that, yes, my stuttering is gone for good. I will catch a quiet corner somewhere, and cry. I will cry for hours. And if someone asks me why I am crying so much, I will tell them all because you know why? I can talk fluently! I don't give a shit anymore. I will tell everything! In detail! Including time stamps! I will freak them out and all the time I will be laughing and crying. I will loose my mind.