Hey, I feel your pain. For most of my life when I stuttered badly, I used to wish on every birthday cake to have normal speech, just to be normal. And then I get it. The thing I wanted to share that helped me a lot in the process, was learning to forgive myself. This idea that we’re doing the best we can and it’s a hard struggle. And learning to be generally kind with myself, and forgive myself, because I was trying hard, helped start to reduce how much I beat myself up. In my opinion, this is one of the better things I’ve done for myself. Wanted to pass it along, and hope it helps you or someone else. Thanks man