I’ve been through this train of thought in school, thinking what jobs I could do that require no talking!! As you grow older you realise that you have other massive benefits from having a stammer, like having patience for others and increased empathy. I thought I was going to be a computer programmer where I didn’t have to talk to anyone, but I work in Finance and regularly communicate with people on the phone from across the world. Still have bad days but keep pushing and in a few years you will be able to look back at how far you’ve gone