I rarely worry about it anymore. My new job made me give a surprise public speech to introduce myself and people laughed for the “right” reasons. It feels very empowering. Look at my previous comments from this sub to see how I did it (just took hard work and zero money). Well… I have been microdosing LSD, which could be helping too. Note - takes me about a month to use a single “serving” and I’ve never felt anything when taking it.