Yea, reading your post was like looking a mirror. I am currently doing the clicking thing. It's evolved from a grunt and numerous other buffers I have used over the years. I will be starting a 1 hour therapy session tomorrow. And I hope to be doing a 2 weeks 100 hour intensive in New York next month - I will find out tomorrow if I will be accepted. I tried for years to fix this myself but I think I need help. Ultimately I hope to be at a point where I can show up to Toastmasters and other public speaking events to work on this myself. I may try to start my own in the New York area. I'll make a detailed post about how my therapy goes if you are interested.