I see myself in your story. Looks like we have quite a lot in common. I've been anti social too for a few years and recently picked up sports to try to force myself to be surrounded by people. I have no close friends in real life either since I left my home country when I was 18, leaving family and high school friends behind. Also git speech therapy for about 2 weeks now, no noticeable progress yet but we'll see how it goes. Good luck out there man.