Veronica, hold on to your dreams. There is hope. Would you like to chat on Reddit? I'd be willing to friend you on Facebook and provide my email if I could give you the email and Facebook information privately. I stuttered for 65 years and as a female, I recognize we have unique issues such as fear that we will not enjoy long-term love and a family. I assure you that those things are possible for you too. Sincerely, Sue