I relate. Last year at the start of the year I met up with this very socially anxious guy who wasn't willing to talk to order for our food that he spent most of his time indoors when I was envious that he at least had fluid speech. But at the end, I decided to be braver and order on his behalf to push my fear of stuttering away that we never truly know the past trauma or insecurities that each person is extremely suffering with just as much, if not more.