Yeah that won't really work, I was interested in IT regardless of this, but part of why I choose IT was the idea that I'd just chill in a room and do IT stuff without the need to talk. Yeah, it turned out you still need to talk to a bunch of people in IT too. Although some days considerably less than in other jobs. But after those days it's even harder to talk to other people, at least for me, so it kinda backfires either way. It's harder to face the issue of stuttering and work on it, but it's worth it. There's no way around talking in many parts of life, in many situations, one might as well have a job where one needs to talk as much as in any normal job. At least that's one thing I realized.