Thing is i can't hesr myself stutter when I talk and others can. I want be someone else. The line i would tell myself is " i was never comfortable tp be myself, always desires for being someone else" i sometimes act when in bed (as listening some music and act like i am that person. I just did as booker dewitt in bioshock infinite) many ppl are ok but i feel like they secretly despise me for stuttering. As i am less a boy. My friend told me that i sm really good for making connections but i feel like stuttering holds me back for being someone who i want to be. When ever someone tells me to speak again, i feel like stuttering is just fcking me over.