Ye you got a disadvantage. So does everyone else in this sub. In fact every person who you’ve talked to irl has had a disadvantage cause that’s just life. Everyone’s got things that they really suck at that affects their life. Comparing your disadvantages to others and then sulking cause you perceive yours as WAY worse does nothing. If there was a way to measure everyone’s problems I’m sure you would be surprised to find the gap between you and others is significantly smaller than you think. Pick yourself up and conquer as much of life as you can