Honestly, you have to address the situation. You will have to say your name many times for the rest of your life, and that does suck. However, it presents a positive opportunity for you to practice techniques for saying your name fluently. Does it start with an e? Add a semi-silent h in front of it. You do you, but trust me, there won't be a person more satisfied, proud, and happy than you when you realize that you can confidently say your name. Also, please don't hurt yourself. We all support you and are here for you.