You are a lone warrior. Every man in different. It's not good to socialize with everyone. Having stuttering in our life helps us to choose jobs which are less tensed one's,less stressed ones.it helps you to avoid health issues. That's the plus part of stuttering. Don't worry. Stutterers struggle much in their life in between the age 18 to 25. Later on ,it gradually decreases as your responsibilities in life will begin to fade off. In older ages, you will never think of it.