Thanks for your comment. What somewhat motivates me is knowing that Im not alone on this earth facing this problem and that many stutterers have achieved greatness in life well beyond a well paying job/career. It just makes me somewhat envious knowing that they figured it out while I'm still stuck. However youre right in that I also believe most of it is psychological and ties to anxiety. I need to desensitize myself and need to stop making excuses on not taking action like toastmasters. Its better I do something than nothing. Thanks and all the best.