Because I'm anxious, panicking, overthinking and fighting for my life not to stutter my entire ass off while gaslighting myself into believing the other person thinks I'm absolutely trash? :) Yes. At least on the inside. On the outside? No. Not in unusual ways or more than I "should" ("should" mostly translates to "expected to be" ~ oh well). That's a unusual question to me. May I ask you why you ask exactly this? Do you laugh/smile a lot?