The worst just happened

The worst just happened My first week at a new job. I’ve been through some layoffs, bad jobs, etc. so this one really means a lot since it took some work to get here. We have a zoom meeting today where I’m supposed to introduce myself in front of the whole company. I trip up over my first couple of words, my brain locks and I can’t say a word and just leave the meeting in front of 50+ people. I can’t begin to describe how mortified and embarrassed I am. I don’t know how anyone is supposed to take me seriously I hate having this stutter. All I want to do is cry.