Yeah my future career and future relationship prospects have probably been the biggest stressors other than handling stutters. Sometimes my home life isn’t super stable as my parents marriage has been on the rocks for quite some time now. I’ve also had to cut out some toxic friends over the last year or two that has also been stressful but I’m thankful they are out of my life. Those aren’t the only stressors in my life but those has been on my mind the most recently. However, I know I’ll never end my life because I know it’s never the answer. My mind went there I think out of habit and just pure frustration, just feels like I’m trapped sometimes. And I agree, I need to start focusing on myself and the things I can control, I’ve been struggling with that the last few months and it’s starting to boil over. Thank you for your words of advice and have a great day