I just had no confidence in college. I hated going to class discussions because I was forced to talk so instead I skipped or didnt participate. I feel like I could have learned so much more if I had just been stronger mentally to push past my mental barrier. I probably would have chosen a different major and not wasted for years. I probably wouldnt have drank so much because that's the only time that I felt social. I would have interacted with more people. Dont let your stutter stop you from being confident and who you want to be. No one gives a fuck. If they do, they can fuck off because you dont need that negative energy in your life.