i recently found out that i have stuttering my whole life and i never knew. at this point, i try to accept it as it is. similar to you, i can't say my name either, so you're not alone. it's frustrating, but nothing good will come out if you constantly view it as a bad thing. take deep breaths and speak your mind. people won't mind if you stutter. your stuttering will be better or worse on certain days, but it's not good to continuously be disheartened about it. you lived 25 years with stuttering, that's amazing enough. keep your head high :)