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If I’m being honest Hi, so idk recently I’ve been really thinking how trapped I am in my own body, like as an extrovert and a person who loves to talk, idk it’s definitely a real setback And I try to get better but I can’t and I don’t know why, I normally never vent, but I just need idk let it out I guess. I’m really good at hiding it and it’s been getting worse and I feel like my voice is being taking away from me, like the fact I can’t even stay fluent for 5 straight sentences is really fucking sad, like I’m literally an adult and I can’t even say the words I wanna say like are we being deadass And yea I joke around about it but I only do that to hide the fact it affects me because then it makes me look weak. If I was an introvert I wouldn’t even care but talking to people is what I really enjoy, but I can’t even do that which again is sad And I think people actually view as a monster because why wouldn’t someone be able to get basic words out, I mean shit I can get them out fine sometimes and then other times yea it’s weird as hell I’m so sorry if shows up on your page, I just needed to vent, and I know I shouldn’t but I felt like I had too, I know it’s not justified, I’m sorry