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Random Thoughts about Stuttering I am 24m stuttering since childhood and i have always dealt with it and will continue to deal but in the last 2 3 past years have been really difficult and eye opening because it was this time when i truly considered it seriously and started to improve it because i couldn't move forward in my life with this problem anymore and it was affecting me and holding me back in almost every aspect of my life, i hit a rock bottom with stuttering and when started to observing my stutter and trying to figure out i had a realisation, which i would like to share. I was thinking why stuttering is such a big deal and why and how it was impacting my everything and everyone who stutters, i noticed that it is so tied to ourselves because it affects the way we communicate, it affects our communication by disputing it, and communication is the basis of our everything we have to communicate every day every second everytime to live and survive and stuttering make it very difficult to do this exact thing. It's like we are always scared stressed and in anticipation whenever we have to communicate because deep down we know from past stuttering experiences that it can happen again and 99 percent of time it does happen. It disrupts our communication system which is the basis of everything be it education social life and career, communication is how we get to be ourselves and represent ourselves in a way we want, but because of stuttering we can't, Whenever i tried to understand what happens during stuttering it feels like i lost my consciousness Of speaking and my chain of thoughts and i just feel lost, and i feel like alien like i doesn't belong here, we have lost faith in our communication system we do not believe it, and we have to make changes so that we can trust it again and it will take a lot of time and work A big contribution which led to this is our belifs and meaning we gave to different events and conditions i belive that a change in our thinking belifs and throught process is must to change stuttering and we have to change our worldview, we need to charge completely. Stuttering is a big deal and abig issues in many people life because of how it affects our ability to communicate. Lets take example of stuttering and apply it to some other system like vision and hearing,for ex stuttering disrutps or blocks the flow of natural speech which leads to all the problems in communication and make us feel handicapped, Its just disruption in a normal process now lets take it to our vision our eyes for example if the normal functioning of eyes is somehow disrupted then how it would be, it would be difficulty with my vision and how difficult it would be to survive with vision with blocks and disruption just imagine putting stuutering analogy from our speech system and apply it to any other system like hearing or vision and then you will understand how and why it is so terrifying to have stuttering it disrupts something which should be normal in this case our speech system is affected.