A lot of times; but I am who I am also thanks to the stutter and I realize it also helped me in some ways: I'm more humble, kind and hard-working thanks to it, 3 traits that I'm proud of. Be careful with those thoughts, pitting yourself versus an unrealistic version of yourself will make you more frustated and unhappy. Since I acepted my stutter as a part of myself (and that shinny perfect self in my mind as fantasy), I'm much more happy.