In the first part of your post you’re describing my stutter, this is exactly how i speak. 11 years ago I dropped out of university i was 19, and went for a manual trade, but guess what even with the most manual trade you’re gonna need to talk to people and being in a environment where people are less educated is a nightmare.honestly I wish I completed my degree in business because that would’ve reflected on my self image and eventually made me more fluent, because this Is how it works.