I’m in a vocational school, I’m ending a last year. When I was a young kid, I used to go to the speech therapist, then for some therapies but none helped. I practiced at home, but I read fluent to myself, and in front off people I just couldn’t speak. The fact that I didn’t see the results made me stop doing it. My grades for verbal answers tend to be worse than those for written tests – I just can’t say it good and I prefer to say ,,I don’t know” rather than struggle with it. I’m glad that you’re finally found a job, I guess how stressful all those conversations and rejections must have been.