I see it as a daily challenge to force myself to talk in as many situations as possible. I feel I have valuable things to say and it is worth people giving me some extra time to say it. I stutter frequently but most of the time it is OK. More often than not it is only me who feels awkward. People worth any time don't care much about my stutter, just what I have to say. Maybe this is a cultural thing, I don't know. Either way. I hope you find happiness in whatever you do. I see a lot of negative sentiment in this sub. Stuttering is hard and makes life a struggle. That said I honestly feel a positive mindset and a drive to put decent people in your life means you can succeed just like anyone else.